Hemolytic is a word of biology which means "Red Blood Cell Destroying" and it's the title of the post because I wrote it during my microbiology class and the title suits the post as well.
It's hard to let go of the rope. There's just so many people hanging on to it. But not right now. Right now it's just you. But one can't help but worry that you've only got so much strengths, is it enough for more? When making life affecting decisions such as my career, I often wonder why follow the the trend of the safe jobs? Why not take risks and do something new? Be an entrepreneur? Top ten jobs of 2010 hadn't even existed in 2004. So am I right to opt to be different?
This quest that I'm on - to be different- is messing up with my head. I can't seem to like anything because everyone has it or does it. But then I feel glad. I am different. I know it's hard. Sometimes I breakdown. I spend sleepless nights just wondering about how to be who I wanna be. I don't care now if I follow a rusted and broken path. There is beauty even in a rusted nail; all you have to do is find the perfect angle and focus on the rust to look better than a gold ring.
You've already stumbled here. Why not make the best of it? So rip the sleeves off your shirts and inter-sew the collars and pockets of different shirts the ride is bumpy and the funkier you look, the better. you might fall in the end, put the blame on the people who pushed you too it, or you might end up happy. Though no one will be responsible for having fun but you. So make the most of what you have. And keep rolling like a lathe stone that gathers moss and forget about the rope.
Let's have fun till people come.
, by Haseeb Sultan