We Hurt Because We're Friends

I know it's late to say this
And I'm sorry I said it
But I was in a dark hole then
And still am.

So when your blood dripped down
From your wrist to save my soul
I let go.
I let you go.

The stars blinded me
And I couldn't see
All you ever wanted was to hold on
And I know, I let you down.

So accept this apology
Coming from this hollow body
That's drained and devoid of soul
I wish I wasn't so cold.

But I was scared to come out and be
I thought I had it figured out, see
I was naive
I wasn't free.

So by letting myself go,
I let you go.
And now I'm alone
But you already know.

I wish you didn't move on
But what else could you show
Except not looking back and
Acting like we didn't know.

All those books we shared
And the notes somewhere in the air,
I'll hold on to those
So you can know

Just know.

Like you always do.


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